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a book, could be definitely judge by it's cover (female only)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005 by kivaa


I came upon to think that, we could definitely judge a (female) designer's work by their fashion.

I've been watching my friends, and other female designers I've worked with. And it's all the same. There's a pattern that actually connects their way of dressing themselves, and their design. As we all know that female expresses their personalities through lots of things, and fashion is one of the popular way to do so.

It's quite fascinating.

And it's not like that at all with male designers. They could look really scruffy, wore entirely tasteless clothes but still their designs are amazing..
I'm still trying to figure out how could we distinct the good and the bad out of male designers.

So next time when you met (or better, worked with a female designer) just try to observe the pattern.

It's fun! :D

the colorful world

Friday, June 24, 2005 by kivaa





there's sooooooooooooooooooooooo... many types of ppl in this world. And it still amazes me to meet one freak after another.. jeezz... oh how colorful the world is..

car anyone..?

by kivaa

why would one owns a car in city like this?

public transportation is a blessing (in some way..). And if one needs to have a little comfort, there's always cab..

Imagine the outrageous parking fee, imagine the toll fee, imagine the traffic jam.. Imagine the gas!! Having a car is a torment.



..well for a singleton like me, living all by myself, not yet owned a house; of course..
And the day I own car, is when I can afford it with a chauffeur.. :D And must be with the house, or else where will I park the damn thing..?? And children. :D and before that, must have the hubby, for sure! :D

ahhh... wonder when that day will be..

Friday, June 17, 2005 by kivaa


and I'm just doing this ALL day..

Filed under having 0 things others'd say
by kivaa


look out of the window..

Filed under having 0 things others'd say
by kivaa


huhuhuhuhu.. burst

Filed under having 0 things others'd say

"Beautiful Surprise"

by kivaa

It's like yesterday..
I didn't even know your name..
Now today,
You're always on my mind..

I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You are beautiful surprise..

Intoxicated.. every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high..
It's almost like, I didn't even have a choice..

You are a beautiful surprise

Whatever it is you came to teach me..
I am here to learn it cause,
I believe that we are written in the stars..

I don't know what the future holds
But I'm living in the moment..
And I'm thankful for the man that you are..

You are everything I ask for in my prayers..
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul..

You are a beautiful surprise

You are an inspiration to my life
You are the reason why I smile.. :)

You are a beautiful surprise

Yes he is.. :)

India Arie's BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE :)

"Complicated Melody"

by kivaa

If he were a color..
He'd be a deep dark forest green

If he were a car..
He'd be a long stretch limousine
With room for all of humanity inside
Cause he is so giving
And he is so wise..

If he were a number..
He'd be a five cause he has such a brilliant mind

If he were an animal
He's be an ass cause he's so stubborn sometimes

But if he were a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
I almost can not sing it on key

But he means the world to me..

If he were a building
He'd be a beautiful cathedral
Cause he's so traditionally spiritual

If he were a dance
He'd be complicated like the tango
Exotic like a mango

But if he was a song
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
I almost can not sing it on key

But he means the world me..


He ain't the reason for the sun and the moon
He is the reason for this here tune

Cause he means the world to me..


he means the world to me.. :)

quoted fr. India Arie's COMPLICATED MELODY

gross..

by kivaa

hell jakarta is a disgusting city..

I'd be tempted to death, and if my manners and sense hadn't beat my twisted mind, I'd still be on the street by now, counting how many spit-marks are there on my way to office.. Disgusting, I know..

There are ZILLIONS of them! (I exaggerate, surely..)

what I REALLY wanted to do right now...

by kivaa

What I really really wanted to do right now is to :

.... sit by the office window and just enjoy the view... It's a great view!!
I could lost track in time, day dreaming and watching the sky, buildings, all the busy life below.. and my quiet life..

I'd be at peace, and I'd be high on nothing.. :D
..... now I know why rich ppl loves apartment.

sepiiiii....

by kivaa

ini kantor apa kuburan yaa... baru jam segini and everybody's GONE!! Jeezz....

Browse photos of NY, and actually meditates on them, suck those pictures into my head and out of my hands (hopefully, but not just yet..) had LOADS of new ideas, but too lazy to actually have it drawn.. But at least I have ideas.. :D Baca milis, baca e-book.. wahh... bener2 berasa makan gaji buta.. ;D but c'est la vie..

Anyway, one cannot be creative without having to emptied one's head from every clutters.. so that's why I'm emptying mine right now.. :DD

Polusi+Jakarta

Thursday, June 16, 2005 by kivaa

mungkin apa sudah ada riset yang menyatakan seberapa tinggi tingkat kematian warga jakarta karena polusi? Yaaa not necessarily penyebab kematian: POLUSI, sih nggak.. cumaa.. mungkiiiiinnnnnnnnnnn... radang paru2?? tubercolosis?? kanker?? Karena asapnya tuh nggak main2!! weeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. amit2 dehh..

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